von Nadia Gsell
Thank you, thank you for always believing in me. Thank you for always staying on my side. Thank you for always letting me see the best in people, the best in all situations and yes, sometimes you let me see the best in me. You make my life liveable. You give me the happiness and courage in life, believing in the good.
But love, tell me, why do you hurt me from time to time? Why do I have to doubt you? What did I do to deserve so much pain? Tell me.
These days when you were gone, hidden behind dark walls, they felt like hell, I was drowning. I couldn’t breathe, I couldn’t think, and a smile was impossible. I was lost, lost in my brain, full of hatred, darkness, and no way out of that hell that was in my head. Just tell me why.
I don’t know if I can ever entirely forgive you. The scars you made are deep, so deep that they sometimes even still hurt today. But maybe my dearest love, we can figure it out to heal, time will fade them, I will try my best to believe in you as you do in me. But you have to promise, you will never let me go again! Promise you will stand by my side forever and that I will never lose my smile again. Never. Always. Love.
Foto: Nadia Gsell